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nhm- hes my best friend :D

hes the coolio osmest so dont fuk with him k thanks :D 

rawr lub u :D besty friendy 

Xximpulsive_liarxX- is an amazingtastical friend and is awseome and stuff 

coreyroks- is mmy amazingly wonderfull perfect bf and i love

him like crazy <3 <3

hello im bailey adds me :D

 poems

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 the things i feel the colors i see

everything so happy and free

i just wish everyday could be so  great

i wish everyday could be so peacefull

but like they say "all good things must come to an end"

that wen i found out you were pretend

you never realy wanted me or anything that i did

you showed me off just like a prize 

then went behind my bak and slowly and secretly killed every emotion i felt

ripping out my heart like a toy 

stomping on my sould like a ciggartee budd

all thoose late night chat

something like traps, trying to wind me around ur finger 

as tight as you can but then something snaps, you dont care

that simple snap was just my heart

you leave me there like a peice of trash

you dont even have the respect to look bak

you go out and fin another girl another toy another person to destroy

but the worst part of all 

the part that hurts the most 

is that i still love you

and forgave you for wat u did

but u scard my heart and i havnt seen u since 

so its time to say good bye , its time to move on

its the end, atleast i know my feelings wernt pretend ..... </3

-for you danni :) stupid jakass :) <3 

this is how i love you <3

the way the moon sparkles 

the way the stars dance

always makes me feel like i have a chance

a chance to make u happy everysingle day

i chance to dream

a chance to hope

a chance to hold u tight

the way the ocean slams on shore

the way the fog swilrs around

to hold you close to touch ur face, how does that sound?

magical wonderfull, i agree

the way the sun shines

the way the clouds drift

i think of you as almost a girft

a gentle caring breakable gift that i will never drop 

the way your smile makes my day

the way your laugh completes me

that is how i love you

this is how i care

this is how i want you and i know that you are there <3

- for my amazing boyfriend corey and i love you like crazy <3 <3 

bulimia 

fingers down my thoat

tears running down my face

pills on the counter , how many should i take?

the odar lofting 

the taste lingering 

everything is telling me its a mistake

its unnatural ,unhealthy, i know its true

but i cant stop my self i dont know whatto do

 the urge to be thin and beautiful over whelms me

it controls my life

wen i see a skinny girl i want to cry

why cant i be pretty like her

why do i have to be me

but wen i look in the mirror and see wat "me"

i fall to the ground and start to cry

and do this to myself its almost a choice

its the only choice, i wanna be like thoose perfect pretty girls

but the way im doing it is killing me slowly im feeling weeker and more tired with everyday

whats the point of life if ur ugly like me 

that wat my heads saying

but my hearts telling me im beautiful , perfect

but my heads stronger its driving me insane

and somehow i end up at the toilet again

- my bulimic struggle io guess  lol